It's been awhile since I post something here, I probably missed a lot of stuff already and I already break the 365 days posting HAH guess I can't make it due to some more important stuff other than the 365 days posting, although I think its a nice thing to do but maybe this is not yet the right time for that and that I have to focus on some more important serious matters thats includes taking care of my family.
Anyways, So I was wondering a lot lately asking myself if am I really happy? I mean I know I am but sometimes I feel like I'm not, I feel like I don't know where I'm going in life, I don't know what I really want although I do know I want my family don't get me wrong because I love my son so much and I love my husband but am I really happy?
I feel so burned out lately, keep on thinking negative things even though I try not too, I'm trying to be the person I used to be but I don't know where to start, I feel so sad lately too much to the point where I go so depressed and I cry too much lately too and I don't like it. I know life is what we make it but why can't I conquer this stupid negativity that runs in my head? I feel like they're controlling me instead of me controlling them.. I feel like I'm starting to lose my sanity :( agh what to do what to do??
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yikes. i'm feeling the same thing. i'm so sad, sad, sad lately. i kow this is just because of my work, but i feel like there's a reason more than that but i can't figure it out. i can't vent it out because i don't know the exact reason why i'm feeling depressed. T_T
anyway, just pray, sis. just think of the people who love you just like me and Rain and your family. there's nothing wrong with crying. you really have to "let it all out". i can't help it either. aw. hugsssss.
I'm like that too sometimes I feel so sad and I don't even know whats the root of the 10th power of 50 lol jk but yeah prayer helps a lot :]
Hugs!
ano ba to mahirap tlaga basta maganda madaming problema hahahhaha
AGH, I'm a lil down the past few days myself. Certain problems that are pasaway and are putting pressures on me w/ my happiness.
I mean, I am happy, just wished people would let me be happy for once. *SIGH* Sick of trying to make everyone happy. Everything that I do, someone has a complaint about it, gosh! -_- I wished I had a Century Bob, is all I can say for now.
So, I just pray about it and try to keep my head above the water.
Oh, yes! I wuv ya no matter what, sis! Yes, pray pray pray, lol. ;) I hope for them negative thoughts to get out of your head. Keep the Faith, sis. ;)
geez what with this problem always stickin on us lol shoo go away problems go bug someone else lol
wuv wuv you too sisiwoo :)
p.s.
i may sound dumb lol but wht is a century bob? :D
Yeah, tell me about it. Shoot away pasaway problems! lol!
A Century Bob is a dummy dude that you can beat the crap out of, lol! It's expensive. I miss beating him up, rotflmao! O_O
PS...you didn't sound dumb. Ask me anything, ok??
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