Wednesday, April 2, 2008

- I'm a loser -

So I posted a blog here not too long ago in fact it have been like 15 minutes ago when I thought of deleting it heh, I guess I'm just not ready yet to shout out to the whole world about my fears and whats making me depressed sometimes and the why's in my head :P

But anyways, I don't really have anything to write about lately, my head is some what kinda in a jam and I can't connect words or phrase and all those jazz ...

BUT GUESS WHAT?!

I'm trying to learn how to design a website lately, like create it from scratch and all those photoshop galore hehe... so far I have this one site that Chris told me to do for a practice and it's kinda fun doing it except when the little white monkey[ yes i'm talking about Sabriel] goes ballastic and cry then I have to stop and give all my attention to him :shrug:

I'm also trying to learn some other new stuff on APS [adobe photoshop] for those who loves designing "winkwink" you might wanna try to visit this tutorial site http://www.psdtuts.com/ they have some kewl lessons that you might wanna learn :]

I wan't to do a lot of things if only I have all the time and freedom to do it :sigh:

Let's see things that I want to do and achieve [and receive maybe?]

1. I wan't to learn more about photoshop
why not? hell its fun and you can actually make money on it :P

2. I wan't to lose weight
So bad ... Oh geeez I've been longing for this since hmm 6 mnths ago?

3. I wan't to learn how to make sushi :]
I know you want too :P hehe

4. I wan't to go and have my hair spa
coz my hair looks like a mess now geeez its like a birds nest

5. I wan't to earn money
Who doesn't anyways? I just can't figure out how yet

6. I need a job
I think I do but what kind? I can't decide... what am I good in anyways?? :[
:sob:


That's it for now I guess...

6 comments:

Yesha said...

lol @ little white monkey. bad mommy. hahaha.

i wanna lose weight, too, since i gave birth. so that was 5 years ago. waah. lol.

hmm. what's your birth year again sis? i'm gonna ask my mom about your destiny. like what business that suits you. =]

sparrowhawk said...

yeeey gusto ko yan hehe

uumm chinese year of the monkey
born in may zodiac sign taurus

ayan complete yan hahha

Yesha said...

okies, i'll send you an email once i got to talk to her. hehe. =]

J said...

I learned how to make sushi last year. I'm not good but I definitely recommend the YO!Sushi cookbook. Good luck with your goals XX :)

sparrowhawk said...

autumn: kk thnkies

ross and jenny: thnks for the tip :]

-Ra1ny Heart - said...

I've been wanting to learn how to make sushi, too. I was just telling bonehead about this the other day. MMMM!!


There are a lot of things that I want to learn, too, but I just don't have the time right now. *SIGH*

I joined this cool site that helped 2 of my friends lose weight. They are doing great with this site. I've been staying away from salt and trying to drink more water. I did some workouts awhile ago.

I hope you'll find a good job. I want a good job that doesn't involve phones. Shoots phones.